08-13-2020, 10:21 AM
Day 29
Two days into the new cycle.
I’m listening during the daytime, and using earplugs overnight with the air conditioner running. On one hand, I’m feeling slightly less exhausted. On the other hand, the lymph node on the left side of my neck is now hurting and the pain in my jaw is still there, and it’s hard to pin exhaustion on the sub when there’s so much in my body that’s failing and hurting and not letting me get a decent sleep.
Can I blame all this infection and pain on my subconscious resisting the sub? Honestly, I don’t know. For years, my relationship with my body has been “I don’t trust my body because it keeps failing on me” and that’s reinforced because my body keeps failing on me. I’ve had spans of terrible sleep for years, long predating any subs, so it’s hard to pin this directly on it.
Two days into the new cycle.
I’m listening during the daytime, and using earplugs overnight with the air conditioner running. On one hand, I’m feeling slightly less exhausted. On the other hand, the lymph node on the left side of my neck is now hurting and the pain in my jaw is still there, and it’s hard to pin exhaustion on the sub when there’s so much in my body that’s failing and hurting and not letting me get a decent sleep.
Can I blame all this infection and pain on my subconscious resisting the sub? Honestly, I don’t know. For years, my relationship with my body has been “I don’t trust my body because it keeps failing on me” and that’s reinforced because my body keeps failing on me. I’ve had spans of terrible sleep for years, long predating any subs, so it’s hard to pin this directly on it.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
