12-18-2019, 09:40 AM
Day 82 (day 7 on)
Still here, still four loops overnight.
Work holiday party last night. They’ve always been huge and fancy, but last year it broke into multiple parties and lost a bit of charm. This year it seemed even more charmless. I don’t know if it’s the party, or just my tiredness and grief, but I’m not even sure I’ll go next year. What’s the point? Half the colleagues in my area don’t go, it’s a collection of smaller groups in the company so I don’t know anyone else, and it’s all colleagues at work and their SOs, so it’s not like much could come of it (wink).
Shrug.
Still here, still four loops overnight.
Work holiday party last night. They’ve always been huge and fancy, but last year it broke into multiple parties and lost a bit of charm. This year it seemed even more charmless. I don’t know if it’s the party, or just my tiredness and grief, but I’m not even sure I’ll go next year. What’s the point? Half the colleagues in my area don’t go, it’s a collection of smaller groups in the company so I don’t know anyone else, and it’s all colleagues at work and their SOs, so it’s not like much could come of it (wink).
Shrug.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
