11-29-2019, 12:52 PM
Day 63 (day 4 off)
Thanksgiving continues.
My choices for Thanksgiving were to be with my friend’s wife’s family about a 2½ hour drive away, or to be with my brother’s wife’s mother’s friend’s family, so I chose the former. I had a decent time with them, and managed to be fine the whole time.
But I’ve been waking exhausted and emotionally shot for a while now, and it’s starting to eat at me. I woke at 7:30, and managed to pull myself out of bed by 8, to prep to meet my brother at 9:30 for WiFi work. That complete, I got some food and returned home, but by 2pm I ground to a halt emotionally. It’s not helping that my brother is scraping by and saves on his heating bill by leaving it at 70°F but the chill has been eating away my emotional support.
That and realizing that when I return I have several big presentations I’m not ready for, and I just can’t.
Back on DMSI and the hope that it can reinforce my emotional strength tomorrow.
Thanksgiving continues.
My choices for Thanksgiving were to be with my friend’s wife’s family about a 2½ hour drive away, or to be with my brother’s wife’s mother’s friend’s family, so I chose the former. I had a decent time with them, and managed to be fine the whole time.
But I’ve been waking exhausted and emotionally shot for a while now, and it’s starting to eat at me. I woke at 7:30, and managed to pull myself out of bed by 8, to prep to meet my brother at 9:30 for WiFi work. That complete, I got some food and returned home, but by 2pm I ground to a halt emotionally. It’s not helping that my brother is scraping by and saves on his heating bill by leaving it at 70°F but the chill has been eating away my emotional support.
That and realizing that when I return I have several big presentations I’m not ready for, and I just can’t.
Back on DMSI and the hope that it can reinforce my emotional strength tomorrow.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
