05-22-2021, 09:32 PM
Day 26
Still listening. There is still a lot of self-hatred pain. It’s overwhelming in the mornings and distracting in the evenings. It seems like it’s only getting worse.
You are far more optimistic than I am. I have a long history of subs not doing anything other than making me super exhausted, so while I appreciate your cheer, I cannot join you in it. If I’m going to spend the time listening to a sub with the hope that it’ll be able to start unwinding the existential pain in my body, I’m wondering if I should have just gone with my initial instincts when I saw the impending release of OF3 and just drop AoL for OF3.
Still listening. There is still a lot of self-hatred pain. It’s overwhelming in the mornings and distracting in the evenings. It seems like it’s only getting worse.
(05-20-2021, 12:29 PM)Giacomonos Wrote: Hey man, keep going! I'm sure that in the long-term it will workout.
You are far more optimistic than I am. I have a long history of subs not doing anything other than making me super exhausted, so while I appreciate your cheer, I cannot join you in it. If I’m going to spend the time listening to a sub with the hope that it’ll be able to start unwinding the existential pain in my body, I’m wondering if I should have just gone with my initial instincts when I saw the impending release of OF3 and just drop AoL for OF3.
I share the details of my life in my posts to help in the understanding of the effects of the subliminals I use. I am only open to advice that relates to the use of the subliminals.
