05-04-2021, 12:41 AM
(This post was last modified: 05-04-2021, 07:38 AM by Giacomonos.)
Hi whome.
Regarding your situation, I suggest you to dive into Stanislav Grof's work: he talked a lot about how our existence in our mom's womb and our birth can determine crucial traits of our personalities.
Do you know if anything happened during your gestation? Grof arrived at the conclusion that the fetuses can perceive if their mother in some ways didn't want them, causing them to feel rejected by the world itself (the mother for the fetus in the womb) and to hate ourself just for the fact of being alive when we grow up, because we didn't have the possibility to process this blocked emotions, sensations and memories.
If your first memories are characterized by this emotions, I really suggest you to examine this theory and see what comes out.
Hope you the best and stay safe!
Regarding your situation, I suggest you to dive into Stanislav Grof's work: he talked a lot about how our existence in our mom's womb and our birth can determine crucial traits of our personalities.
Do you know if anything happened during your gestation? Grof arrived at the conclusion that the fetuses can perceive if their mother in some ways didn't want them, causing them to feel rejected by the world itself (the mother for the fetus in the womb) and to hate ourself just for the fact of being alive when we grow up, because we didn't have the possibility to process this blocked emotions, sensations and memories.
If your first memories are characterized by this emotions, I really suggest you to examine this theory and see what comes out.
Hope you the best and stay safe!
