12-09-2019, 08:59 PM
So to start for DMSI I am using the most resent 3.3.2 I think. Allow me to explain my resistance and why I am so conflicted. About a year ago I moved to a small town to attend a jewelry making school that is regarded as one of the best in the US. I got side tracked working a job to make enough money to attend said school and am now finally looking to get into it. The plus to switching would be that I would be able to better learn in school as well as develop a healthy hobby. The negative to sticking to DMSI is that this town is so small there is almost nobody that I am attracted to and those that I am are already married with kids and such. The positive to sticking with DMSI is that for the first time in my life I have the desire to be social as well as have little trouble initiating social interactions with anybody. I also feel that the longer I stick with it, the better I will become at social interaction and the more that the FRM will get to do what it does(which it does wonderfully btw.) The pluses and negatives all make sense but at the same time I feel like it is my subconscious mind trying to be sneaky and weasel out of DMSI (most likely because of fear.)
So that is why I am conflicted....... any insight, opinions, and/or advice is welcome and desired.
Thanks
So that is why I am conflicted....... any insight, opinions, and/or advice is welcome and desired.
Thanks