If you try to reject it, it'll lead you nowhere but towards frustration. Think of it like a web, the harder your attempts to untangle yourself are, the deeper you'll bind yourself. Therefore, the best route is to clear all the guilt, shame and pamper yourself with some emotional healing.
One of two things might happen if you do so, you'll find that you are not attracted to males anymore in any way, and enjoying your life guilt free with women. Or, you might still be attracted to guys, but you wouldn't want to reject it since it woudnt be that big a deal once you clear and heal yourself. And enjoy your life with women without any guilt and insecurity.
Therefore, If I was you, I'd go for E2.
One of two things might happen if you do so, you'll find that you are not attracted to males anymore in any way, and enjoying your life guilt free with women. Or, you might still be attracted to guys, but you wouldn't want to reject it since it woudnt be that big a deal once you clear and heal yourself. And enjoy your life with women without any guilt and insecurity.
Therefore, If I was you, I'd go for E2.
