masterbation and brain power??

[Tiesto]

It is honestly very unpleasant to be immolating because you are literally being overwhelmed with sexual energy. It's very much a form of torture, if you ask me. It takes me about two weeks without any release at all to begin immolating, and I have never been able to go more than three days like that without being attacked and "released" by a woman.

Oddly enough, it's also a very empowering feeling, to have that level of sexual energy built up, and be able to maintain self control to resist releasing it. But at the same time, immolation is as I said torturous. I can imagine that it could drive one to insanity if it went on for too long.

Not too many people can immolate though. Most don't have enough being generated to go beyond glowing and "catch fire".

I have not immolated in the last five years, so I don't know what would happen while using those two programs and immolating. And, again... most people... like 98% or more... can't.

2 weeks is a really long time, I've attempted to go for 10 days before, but usually within 5-7 days my self control would have cracked under the overwhelming pressure, I totally understand what you meant by torture.. lol! It is tough, but it probably can be an interesting experiment.. I'm thinking I might give it a shot again when I get my chance to try SM next time, it will be a fun personal challenge to test my willpower, and finding out what kind of interesting effect in can bring about..