07-02-2017, 04:05 AM
I have officially crossed into the boundary of "sh*tlord," which I type out with a smile on my face. In my last post, I mentioned out AdorableLilCuteThang ignored my confirm text (which I ALWAYS send because my time is valuable) for 5 hours before claiming she was "asleep." The confirm text is always simple: "Hey [name] -- still on for today?"
If their response isn't enthusiastic, something along the lines of "Of course, can't wait to meet you," or "looking forward to it," that's a red flag for me. And historically, the meet up hasn't gone well and/or she tried to reject me later.
When ALCT finally responded, she just told me that she was asleep. Never actually answered the question. Red flag. If she were just a few minutes away like today's date, I might've still went. But... this time, I responded with: "lol. you didn't answer the question." She responded with. "lol... i suppose..."
I said "alright, will be there at 8," then proceeded to block her phone number and disconnect from her on Tinder. Literally, it wasn't until later that night that I realized that I intentionally -- without thinking too much about it, and WITHOUT MALICE -- set her up to show up at the bar and get stood up. At first, I was like... man, that's f*cked up. That quickly subsided to, "ah well -- next time, don't play games, b*tch."
May not seem like a huge development, but internally, it is for me. It means that I'm truly adopting an abundance mentality -- that missing out on a sh*tty date means nothing because more beautiful women will manifest in my life regardless. That treating a woman hat's acting like a b*tch harshly isn't "wrong." And... well, sometimes you gotta learn.
Today, I'm supposed to be going out with ThixAndJuicyThundaThighs after Muay Thai -- which I'm contemplating skipping because I'm totally worn out. Just don't know if this desire to skip is resistance or true overtraining and needed a short break. Don't want to give in to that crap. Yesterday, she was very, very enthusiastic -- even messaging me on Bumble to make sure I had her number (I was simply going to use the app to communicate) and the time / place correct. Shouldn't be a flake. From her pics, she looks very sensual, like she enjoys being pleasured and giving pleasure. Fun times.
On another note, I've been on v3.1b for two weeks now. This sub is EXTREMELY PUSHY. It's pushing me so hard that there's times that I'm close to just breaking -- and I actually started executing on v3.1a, so I know I have a significant amount of clearing complete. It just makes me laugh at our fallen trolls who kept claiming they didn't need any clearing, ran v3.1b, quit early and invented all kinds of dumbass reasons to hate on the sub and why they quit. Think about this, one individual's subconscious got so f*cked up that this person proceeded to come back and try to make an impassioned argument to neuter DMSI and turn it into DAOS 4g.
That's some serious f*cking resistance.
If their response isn't enthusiastic, something along the lines of "Of course, can't wait to meet you," or "looking forward to it," that's a red flag for me. And historically, the meet up hasn't gone well and/or she tried to reject me later.
When ALCT finally responded, she just told me that she was asleep. Never actually answered the question. Red flag. If she were just a few minutes away like today's date, I might've still went. But... this time, I responded with: "lol. you didn't answer the question." She responded with. "lol... i suppose..."
I said "alright, will be there at 8," then proceeded to block her phone number and disconnect from her on Tinder. Literally, it wasn't until later that night that I realized that I intentionally -- without thinking too much about it, and WITHOUT MALICE -- set her up to show up at the bar and get stood up. At first, I was like... man, that's f*cked up. That quickly subsided to, "ah well -- next time, don't play games, b*tch."
May not seem like a huge development, but internally, it is for me. It means that I'm truly adopting an abundance mentality -- that missing out on a sh*tty date means nothing because more beautiful women will manifest in my life regardless. That treating a woman hat's acting like a b*tch harshly isn't "wrong." And... well, sometimes you gotta learn.
Today, I'm supposed to be going out with ThixAndJuicyThundaThighs after Muay Thai -- which I'm contemplating skipping because I'm totally worn out. Just don't know if this desire to skip is resistance or true overtraining and needed a short break. Don't want to give in to that crap. Yesterday, she was very, very enthusiastic -- even messaging me on Bumble to make sure I had her number (I was simply going to use the app to communicate) and the time / place correct. Shouldn't be a flake. From her pics, she looks very sensual, like she enjoys being pleasured and giving pleasure. Fun times.
On another note, I've been on v3.1b for two weeks now. This sub is EXTREMELY PUSHY. It's pushing me so hard that there's times that I'm close to just breaking -- and I actually started executing on v3.1a, so I know I have a significant amount of clearing complete. It just makes me laugh at our fallen trolls who kept claiming they didn't need any clearing, ran v3.1b, quit early and invented all kinds of dumbass reasons to hate on the sub and why they quit. Think about this, one individual's subconscious got so f*cked up that this person proceeded to come back and try to make an impassioned argument to neuter DMSI and turn it into DAOS 4g.
That's some serious f*cking resistance.
