03-18-2017, 06:59 PM
Day 18:
Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.
Okay. Now we're getting somewhere. Whatever that resistance was has passed and now I'm getting constant female attention everywhere I go. I mean, crazy DIHL stares, a sense of longing in their voices when they speak to me. Tons of smiles. Watching me as I walk by, etc.
Tons of respect of men. My MMA coach was being much friendlier and open today than he ever has. DMSI played a part. I think it's also because of the heart I showed while getting pummeled in MMA class on Thursday. I ended up having to spar his prized student: "The Rhino." This dude wouldn't let up, no matter what I threw at him. And trust me, I was slamming the shit out of him. No dice -- he just kept throwing blows. Coach told me that many people tap out when fighting The Rhino. I was like, "fuck that." While fighting him, I was determined that I wasn't getting out of that damn Octagon or giving up. At one point, I just stood there, shielding myself and taking the blows. I could tell that he respected that.
Anyway...
Like I said, though -- While I'm definitely digging the increased attention, I'm not going keep reporting on just IOI's and other interactions that aren't sex. We've already established that DMSI will generate significant attraction from women (for many of us -- no offense to those getting no results). I'm ready to start manifesting some situations where my d*ck ends up wet.
That being said...
I had a date tonight with a cute blonde chick. Possibly a little big, but she gives an amazing vibe. She ended up asking if she could reschedule, but sent me this LOOOOONG explanation of why she had to reschedule, apologizing profusely and offering up another date. This is after all my attempts to sabotage the date while resisting. Attempts like, not messaging her to confirm the date in the first place. Here's the weird thing: She messaged ME confirming the date. That's never happened before. I've ALWAYS had to ask if we were still on. So... I'm thinking this is a serious manifestation and that she wants and needs a good d*ck down. Date is scheduled for 8:30 on Wednesday. Little worried about that timing because I have Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu the next morning at 7a.
The second issue? The boxing coach's daughter. She won't leave me the fuck alone. For the first time, I think I understand what it feels like when a woman is being disgusted by a beta. There's just something about her now that just... irks me. Part of it is some stupid sh*t she said in the past about not wanting to connect her computer to the Internet because she doesn't want someone to "steal her stories." Or how she covers the camera on her phone because she's afraid that someone's going to hack her phone and record her and she won't be able to run for president. Or the fact that she has no job. No high school diploma. Nothing but a wet hole, and yet she constantly keeps trying to overvalue herself.
And now she's texting me incessantly. She's literally texted me six times in the last three hours and I haven't responded. Same shit. "Are you there?" "Hey, what are you doing?" "Are you busy now?"
She knows I'm four hours away. She just wants to leech off me and steal my time. Or even if she's "in love" with me, it's literally impossible for anything to happen because she's still under the thumb of the ex-boxing coach.
F*ck. I really don't know why she's triggering the sh*t out of me, but I think it's because I remember the days when I did that kinda stuff to women. Never again.
On another note, this song is moving the F*CK out of me right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JEsko__zas
Shout out to my main man ETERNITY for recommending hybrid track on low volume. Seems like I can handle that without resisting the shit out of it AND it's super-charged my results today.
Okay. Now we're getting somewhere. Whatever that resistance was has passed and now I'm getting constant female attention everywhere I go. I mean, crazy DIHL stares, a sense of longing in their voices when they speak to me. Tons of smiles. Watching me as I walk by, etc.
Tons of respect of men. My MMA coach was being much friendlier and open today than he ever has. DMSI played a part. I think it's also because of the heart I showed while getting pummeled in MMA class on Thursday. I ended up having to spar his prized student: "The Rhino." This dude wouldn't let up, no matter what I threw at him. And trust me, I was slamming the shit out of him. No dice -- he just kept throwing blows. Coach told me that many people tap out when fighting The Rhino. I was like, "fuck that." While fighting him, I was determined that I wasn't getting out of that damn Octagon or giving up. At one point, I just stood there, shielding myself and taking the blows. I could tell that he respected that.
Anyway...
Like I said, though -- While I'm definitely digging the increased attention, I'm not going keep reporting on just IOI's and other interactions that aren't sex. We've already established that DMSI will generate significant attraction from women (for many of us -- no offense to those getting no results). I'm ready to start manifesting some situations where my d*ck ends up wet.
That being said...
I had a date tonight with a cute blonde chick. Possibly a little big, but she gives an amazing vibe. She ended up asking if she could reschedule, but sent me this LOOOOONG explanation of why she had to reschedule, apologizing profusely and offering up another date. This is after all my attempts to sabotage the date while resisting. Attempts like, not messaging her to confirm the date in the first place. Here's the weird thing: She messaged ME confirming the date. That's never happened before. I've ALWAYS had to ask if we were still on. So... I'm thinking this is a serious manifestation and that she wants and needs a good d*ck down. Date is scheduled for 8:30 on Wednesday. Little worried about that timing because I have Brazilian Jiu-Jutsu the next morning at 7a.
The second issue? The boxing coach's daughter. She won't leave me the fuck alone. For the first time, I think I understand what it feels like when a woman is being disgusted by a beta. There's just something about her now that just... irks me. Part of it is some stupid sh*t she said in the past about not wanting to connect her computer to the Internet because she doesn't want someone to "steal her stories." Or how she covers the camera on her phone because she's afraid that someone's going to hack her phone and record her and she won't be able to run for president. Or the fact that she has no job. No high school diploma. Nothing but a wet hole, and yet she constantly keeps trying to overvalue herself.
And now she's texting me incessantly. She's literally texted me six times in the last three hours and I haven't responded. Same shit. "Are you there?" "Hey, what are you doing?" "Are you busy now?"
She knows I'm four hours away. She just wants to leech off me and steal my time. Or even if she's "in love" with me, it's literally impossible for anything to happen because she's still under the thumb of the ex-boxing coach.
F*ck. I really don't know why she's triggering the sh*t out of me, but I think it's because I remember the days when I did that kinda stuff to women. Never again.
On another note, this song is moving the F*CK out of me right now:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7JEsko__zas
