Shannon and Andrew
I don't mind sharing some masturbation/sex info that relates to the topic of the thread. If you deem it too graphic, please feel free to edit/delete at your discretion.
Generally, my erectile function is normal (maximum erection strength that lasts for as last as stimulation continues) but ONLY when I look at pornography and masturbate with lube.
HOWEVER, when I'm with a woman, making out, getting oral, or having intercourse -- ON A GOOD NIGHT, my erection strength wavers with the hardest being quite less than what it is when watching porn and masturbating with lube.
On a bad night with a woman...I get NOTHING. No signs of erection at all. This is a terrible feeling of helplessness and well...impotence that is difficult to describe for those who haven't know it. I've missed out on sex with amazing women, even some threesomes because I just couldn't get it up when it was time (and I didn't have the pills at hand).
It's this worst case scenario that lead me to depend on Cialis and Viagra for all sexual experiences. I always have a pill or two stashed in a pocket of every jacket, every bag just in case an opportunity to hook up comes up and I need to perform. The last few years, sadly I've lost all confidence in my ability to get it up NATURALLY, drug-free, when with a woman.
This being said, last night (after 3 nights of sleeping with the subliminal playing on loop) I was making out with a woman in my car and I didn't think it would go anywhere so I didn't bother with taking a pill. Things started heating up and soon I was getting oral from her and, though the firmness came and went, I got fully hard! It may be too early to attribute this to the subliminal. Also worth factoring in is that I've severely restricted how much porn I watch and I have stopped masturbating altogether. But it was so encouraging!!
When she and I came back to my place, I struggled to get hard enough to have sex but I managed. That was frustrating BUT...
this was the first sexual experience I have had without erection pills since 2006!
At least I'm going into sex drug-free. It's astonishing how dependent I've become on the pills for erection confidence. The subliminal (even if it's a placebo at this stage) is definitely helping boost my confidence that I can work through this issue drug-free. Thanks for that. I'm looking forward to more breakthroughs.
So...some masturbation/sex background for the log
And...some encouraging early experiences.
I'll keep posting with results.
I don't mind sharing some masturbation/sex info that relates to the topic of the thread. If you deem it too graphic, please feel free to edit/delete at your discretion.
Generally, my erectile function is normal (maximum erection strength that lasts for as last as stimulation continues) but ONLY when I look at pornography and masturbate with lube.
HOWEVER, when I'm with a woman, making out, getting oral, or having intercourse -- ON A GOOD NIGHT, my erection strength wavers with the hardest being quite less than what it is when watching porn and masturbating with lube.
On a bad night with a woman...I get NOTHING. No signs of erection at all. This is a terrible feeling of helplessness and well...impotence that is difficult to describe for those who haven't know it. I've missed out on sex with amazing women, even some threesomes because I just couldn't get it up when it was time (and I didn't have the pills at hand).
It's this worst case scenario that lead me to depend on Cialis and Viagra for all sexual experiences. I always have a pill or two stashed in a pocket of every jacket, every bag just in case an opportunity to hook up comes up and I need to perform. The last few years, sadly I've lost all confidence in my ability to get it up NATURALLY, drug-free, when with a woman.
This being said, last night (after 3 nights of sleeping with the subliminal playing on loop) I was making out with a woman in my car and I didn't think it would go anywhere so I didn't bother with taking a pill. Things started heating up and soon I was getting oral from her and, though the firmness came and went, I got fully hard! It may be too early to attribute this to the subliminal. Also worth factoring in is that I've severely restricted how much porn I watch and I have stopped masturbating altogether. But it was so encouraging!!
When she and I came back to my place, I struggled to get hard enough to have sex but I managed. That was frustrating BUT...
this was the first sexual experience I have had without erection pills since 2006!
At least I'm going into sex drug-free. It's astonishing how dependent I've become on the pills for erection confidence. The subliminal (even if it's a placebo at this stage) is definitely helping boost my confidence that I can work through this issue drug-free. Thanks for that. I'm looking forward to more breakthroughs.
So...some masturbation/sex background for the log
And...some encouraging early experiences.
I'll keep posting with results.
