10-26-2013, 02:51 PM
Day 19 stage 5: I took a four day break from AM to deal with a nasty cold that has been going around. I replaced it with MIR which I believe kept me from having to see the doctor. I had the sickness for about a week and it wasn't getting any better. Four days with MIR cleared it right up. Pretty amazing stuff!
The break really showed me that the things I've been learning are sticking with me. The time off of AM didn't change anything for me. I acted the same and felt the same. Really happy about that. That being said, I hated missing the days and pushing out finishing seven more days.
Went out ballroom dancing with a girl from my salsa class last night. We had a great time and I was able to show her a bunch of new dance styles. Our conversation turned flirty when I walked her to the train. I've been wanting to go for the kiss with her so I decided that this was my best shot. I leaned in and she pushed me away. Told me that she didn't want to because we dance together. Not even sure what that really means but I left pretty happy. Win or lose, I went for what I wanted. I didn't wait for her permission. It will be interesting in class next time. One of the fears I've had in the past is that this will make thing really weird. Guess I will just have to wait and see...
The break really showed me that the things I've been learning are sticking with me. The time off of AM didn't change anything for me. I acted the same and felt the same. Really happy about that. That being said, I hated missing the days and pushing out finishing seven more days.
Went out ballroom dancing with a girl from my salsa class last night. We had a great time and I was able to show her a bunch of new dance styles. Our conversation turned flirty when I walked her to the train. I've been wanting to go for the kiss with her so I decided that this was my best shot. I leaned in and she pushed me away. Told me that she didn't want to because we dance together. Not even sure what that really means but I left pretty happy. Win or lose, I went for what I wanted. I didn't wait for her permission. It will be interesting in class next time. One of the fears I've had in the past is that this will make thing really weird. Guess I will just have to wait and see...
