08-17-2014, 05:29 AM
DAY:8
Yesterday, I was tempted to go back to porn. The harder I tried to resist, the temptation grew bigger...
but then that was yesterday.
during sleep (listening to ultrasonic) the dreams were coming and going, I don't remember every detail but they were vivid, strange and many of them didn't make any sense.
Two days back the dreams were about pornstars... its not like I was doing anything with them, its just that they were there.
I am not saying I am showing signs of changing or overcoming or resistance but its just a different experience for me. While I was listening to ASC (just 3-4 days) the dreams were something like me naked walking around and not being ashamed to be naked in front of people I would normally be, the dreams this time were a bit different.
Anyway, I am looking forward to complete this course along with Perfect perspective and get back to ASC 5g and complete that.
Yesterday, I was tempted to go back to porn. The harder I tried to resist, the temptation grew bigger...
but then that was yesterday.
during sleep (listening to ultrasonic) the dreams were coming and going, I don't remember every detail but they were vivid, strange and many of them didn't make any sense.
Two days back the dreams were about pornstars... its not like I was doing anything with them, its just that they were there.
I am not saying I am showing signs of changing or overcoming or resistance but its just a different experience for me. While I was listening to ASC (just 3-4 days) the dreams were something like me naked walking around and not being ashamed to be naked in front of people I would normally be, the dreams this time were a bit different.
Anyway, I am looking forward to complete this course along with Perfect perspective and get back to ASC 5g and complete that.
