08-11-2014, 10:08 AM
Day2:
I had some porn dreams. some funny porn dreams last night. It was a mess, I can remember every detail but I just knew that some pornstars appeared.. lol.
Little urges were there, its summer here and its usually high!
but today despite the heat the urges were something which I could just push away or just let it pass, as if I just turn the page in my touch screen devices. But even without this sub I have done it in the past. What I am trying to do now is to convince why watching porn is bad. I know that some say a moderation is good, but thats what I thought every time I went back for a peep and I got hooked on it again. Because I started searching like a hungry maniac, like as if I had been starved for so many days and when the food is served I cant have enough of it and I don't know if I will get another shot tomorrow..So for some, its good, but for me its bad.. I don't mean to say the whole pornography thing is bad...no...I meant, I must convince myself why its bad for me.
I found some good articles on TED.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRJ_QfP2mhU
I will update weekly.
I hope my journal will be helpful.
Thank you.
I had some porn dreams. some funny porn dreams last night. It was a mess, I can remember every detail but I just knew that some pornstars appeared.. lol.
Little urges were there, its summer here and its usually high!
but today despite the heat the urges were something which I could just push away or just let it pass, as if I just turn the page in my touch screen devices. But even without this sub I have done it in the past. What I am trying to do now is to convince why watching porn is bad. I know that some say a moderation is good, but thats what I thought every time I went back for a peep and I got hooked on it again. Because I started searching like a hungry maniac, like as if I had been starved for so many days and when the food is served I cant have enough of it and I don't know if I will get another shot tomorrow..So for some, its good, but for me its bad.. I don't mean to say the whole pornography thing is bad...no...I meant, I must convince myself why its bad for me. I found some good articles on TED.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRJ_QfP2mhU
I will update weekly.
I hope my journal will be helpful.
Thank you.
