Woceyes The Sex Magnet

[woceyes]

Shannon I think you may be right about trust issues. I do know when i ran sm i felt like i finally had all the power and could enact my "revenge" on how i was treated by women through out my life, if that makes sense. Like it was reversed and i was like the hot blond who treats "men" (women) like sh**.

It may have all gone to my head to finally feel like i wasn't beneath women. After having my mom tell me all my life that men are pigs and whip it out just to have sex with anything. also that its always the mans fault and she always implied men are pretty much beneath women. I think a mix of both just enraged me to not want to accept what the program was telling me. I was angry from the suppression and brainwashing i received growing up. plus the whole being picky thing as well.

Seems like everything is possible is mellowing me out a bit for me to realize this. I think when i do sm 2.0 ill have a much better experience just because the honeymoon period is over. whats your thoughts shannon?