12-10-2011, 08:24 AM
I have not had sex using the SM sub either but it's because of my lifestyle. I really don't have any opportunities to go socialize. My hobbies include watching movies and playing drums and I'm always at the house doing those things. I wish I could get a gym membership but right now I don't think I can afford it. Honestly, due to my shitty job I can't have much of a life outside of the office home or grocery store. I am however getting more comfortable with talking to random people which is helping me socially. I do like the idea of getting one of those perfect romantic lover subs to. Even though, I'm indifferent to the outcome these days and to sex.. I still want it. It's difficult because If I really start to want it I feel like I fall into old behavior patterns and letting women pursue me is still new to me and sometimes I don't think I have what it takes. I would agree with Ben and say that no matter how indifferent I feel or what kind of excuses I am making... I still want some sex. I can tell you right now.. I want a relationship with a wonderful girl who will cook me dinner and watch movies with me... we can ride our bikes and go grocery shopping together. I would love that more than actual sex. I'm sure, woceyes, somewhere deep inside your core.. you want that too.
"To love completely and hold onto nothing-that is the only freedom." -David Deida
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"If at first glance it may appear too hard, look again. Always look again." - Unknown
If you would like to get in touch with me, please send me an email.