07-01-2011, 10:40 AM
on to my weekly recap. Stage 1 week 2:
Last weekend, as my post on here would suggest. I was feeling like I had lost any and all traits and skills I learned from affirmations and the subs from here, most notably Alpha male. I realized that is was a huge amount of resistance. It was my brain fighting the sex magnet sub. I honestly felt like i had no sexual confidence at all so it makes sense for me to question things.
With that in mind this week was great. I felt and was Alpha all around. I was busy at work as i had lots of orders that needed to get out, but at the same time i felt in control and confident with the women. I had all the women at work hanging around me or wanting to work in my area. I feel less needy and just like whatever. I have had the women offering to do things for me (not sexual ) like get things i need or take paperwork to the office.
I had one of my male coworkers come and yell at me because a client dropped my name saying i told him to do something, when i didn't. He tried to intimidate me and tell me not to touch his equipment on his line, to actually do my work and stop flirting with one of the ladies i had helping me on my line. I told him first off to not yell at me or chew me out if he had a problem with the client to yell at him. I also told him i did not ask him to do any of the things he did do to his equipment and to get his facts straight. He tried to yell at me some more and i cut him off said i have 2 machines running and a sh** load of people i need to keep track of and i don't have time for this while looking him in the eyes and i turned and left. He apologized later for how he was acting and said i was right.
Now for the better part. Yesterday I had all the women staring at me and the one girl i told her i liked was all over me again. she was offering to trim my hair since my axe wax wasn't holding well yesterday. She was saying things like i texted you and you never wrote back and was your ear burning because i was talking about you then she texted me and asked how my day was after we got off work lol
I can feel a huge shift and all of the women eying me. I have also had a lot of dreams about sex and all of them have been great dreams to graphic to write here.
Last weekend, as my post on here would suggest. I was feeling like I had lost any and all traits and skills I learned from affirmations and the subs from here, most notably Alpha male. I realized that is was a huge amount of resistance. It was my brain fighting the sex magnet sub. I honestly felt like i had no sexual confidence at all so it makes sense for me to question things.
With that in mind this week was great. I felt and was Alpha all around. I was busy at work as i had lots of orders that needed to get out, but at the same time i felt in control and confident with the women. I had all the women at work hanging around me or wanting to work in my area. I feel less needy and just like whatever. I have had the women offering to do things for me (not sexual ) like get things i need or take paperwork to the office.
I had one of my male coworkers come and yell at me because a client dropped my name saying i told him to do something, when i didn't. He tried to intimidate me and tell me not to touch his equipment on his line, to actually do my work and stop flirting with one of the ladies i had helping me on my line. I told him first off to not yell at me or chew me out if he had a problem with the client to yell at him. I also told him i did not ask him to do any of the things he did do to his equipment and to get his facts straight. He tried to yell at me some more and i cut him off said i have 2 machines running and a sh** load of people i need to keep track of and i don't have time for this while looking him in the eyes and i turned and left. He apologized later for how he was acting and said i was right.
Now for the better part. Yesterday I had all the women staring at me and the one girl i told her i liked was all over me again. she was offering to trim my hair since my axe wax wasn't holding well yesterday. She was saying things like i texted you and you never wrote back and was your ear burning because i was talking about you then she texted me and asked how my day was after we got off work lol
I can feel a huge shift and all of the women eying me. I have also had a lot of dreams about sex and all of them have been great dreams to graphic to write here.
Tony
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't
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Success is having the courage, determination, & the will. Failure is making excuses why you didn't succeed & blaming others around you because you didn't