11-01-2019, 09:01 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-01-2019, 09:05 PM by Have at ye.)
"A desire to avoid achieving the goal" is a very apt term I believe. F. in. while I was doing UMS, there was this very young part of me that really did not want to: a) deal with all this dumb, sad and terribly unpleasant "adult stuff", including making bread, b) wanted to be miserable in order to get someone to "take care of it" for once. It's also why I tend(ed? hopefully) to get ill when I unconsciously would rather avoid doing something: while I was ill, it was pretty much the only time I'd get some sort of proper attention and care from my parents, lol. [edit: while also, incidentally, being the only way to weasel out of going to the piano lessons I absolutely loathed and dreaded]
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
