WildFlower's 2011 Alpha Male Journal

[WildFlower]

It's a lot to do with how the new 4G technology enhancements work, what the program itself is saying, and has some to do with this being your second time through as well.

The difference is, I don't feel the change being forced upon me, I become the change and act upon it before I even notice it. I've had close to zero aggravation so far, which I'm pretty sure I had by now the first time round.

I'll be starting Stage 2 on Monday and to celebrate, I've signed up to donate a pint of blood that day. It isn't something I've ever considered doing before - mainly because I'm pretty scared of needles - but recently any challenge I set myself I go at completely fearlessly and unphased. I'm sure I won't look fearless come Monday, but believe me I've come a long way in under 32 days to be walking into that hospital and having the thickest gauge needle there is put in my arm for 10 minutes. I haven't told anyone I'm doing it, so it's not about approval or respect. I think it's a good thing to do for people and I'm putting my fear aside to do it - theres zero ego stroking going on here, it's a desire that came from no where and I'm naturally following through with it. I'm pretty sure the Subliminal has brought this out of me.