01-06-2020, 05:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-06-2020, 05:51 AM by Have at ye.)
There's also the slight possibility that the variations in loopity loops numbers have been a form of attempted self-sabotage. I mean, with the DRS, for me, the standard 4 loops of DMSI should be more than enough.
F. in. I was feeling a little bit down and tired after the two part-ays, but that wasn't physical exhaustion, but yet again negative/manipulative intention "attack" from various sources (f. in. that game-y girl yesternight, especially after she noticed I'm apparently being hit on by an exquisite female, haha. And no, we did not go to that party "as a couple" nor "together", she simply invited me to a shindig being organized by a mutual acquaintance of which I was simply previously unaware; besides, she was too busy garnering attention points from all and sundry, so she really shouldn't be having a beef of any sort, lol. Heh, these modern young ladies really do hate it when their gaming attempts do not work the way they expect them to. Not a bad sort, though, despite her gamingness. And that other part-ay was my ex's birthday get together, so go figure
) - and as I just put on the DRS for the day, it seems to be going away and my mood is skyrocketing and everything. 
Still, owing to the fact I'm actively running these subs, doing that self-love thing, clearings and such, even when I'm being "attacked", so to speak, it isn't as drastic as it used to be. I remember back when I decided to purchase UMS I remember having these "cauterizing sensations" that seemed to have been guarding "internal blackness" from spreading - and now I realize that it was the new, upgraded NDRS shielding kicking in, and attempting to prevent hate-raids from spreading further and doing any more damage. [EDIT: now I get the very same "cauterizing sensations" when, f. in., running the DRS, but they're around my feet, not inside my body]
In other words, I love the shielding subliminals. Should Shannon decide to release the NDRS as a free program, then that would be most generous - and also practical, as it would allow people to run it together with programs that do not include it, whilst allowing users to acquire and use "premium shields" should they prefer and/or need them.
Interestingly, "G" is dragging me to join her and her gals at another rehearsal thingy (she runs, among other things, a singing school of some sort and such and intimated she wants me to start working there as a substitute every now and again), and is sending me info on professional leads and auditions which I'm totally going to apply to. It's very nice to finally have someone in my corner for once in this business of show!
F. in. I was feeling a little bit down and tired after the two part-ays, but that wasn't physical exhaustion, but yet again negative/manipulative intention "attack" from various sources (f. in. that game-y girl yesternight, especially after she noticed I'm apparently being hit on by an exquisite female, haha. And no, we did not go to that party "as a couple" nor "together", she simply invited me to a shindig being organized by a mutual acquaintance of which I was simply previously unaware; besides, she was too busy garnering attention points from all and sundry, so she really shouldn't be having a beef of any sort, lol. Heh, these modern young ladies really do hate it when their gaming attempts do not work the way they expect them to. Not a bad sort, though, despite her gamingness. And that other part-ay was my ex's birthday get together, so go figure
) - and as I just put on the DRS for the day, it seems to be going away and my mood is skyrocketing and everything. Still, owing to the fact I'm actively running these subs, doing that self-love thing, clearings and such, even when I'm being "attacked", so to speak, it isn't as drastic as it used to be. I remember back when I decided to purchase UMS I remember having these "cauterizing sensations" that seemed to have been guarding "internal blackness" from spreading - and now I realize that it was the new, upgraded NDRS shielding kicking in, and attempting to prevent hate-raids from spreading further and doing any more damage. [EDIT: now I get the very same "cauterizing sensations" when, f. in., running the DRS, but they're around my feet, not inside my body]
In other words, I love the shielding subliminals.
Should Shannon decide to release the NDRS as a free program, then that would be most generous - and also practical, as it would allow people to run it together with programs that do not include it, whilst allowing users to acquire and use "premium shields" should they prefer and/or need them.Interestingly, "G" is dragging me to join her and her gals at another rehearsal thingy (she runs, among other things, a singing school of some sort and such and intimated she wants me to start working there as a substitute every now and again), and is sending me info on professional leads and auditions which I'm totally going to apply to. It's very nice to finally have someone in my corner for once in this business of show!
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
