12-17-2019, 05:05 PM
I have a heavy feeling in my chest tonight, perhaps some big fear coming through, I guess? It's not coming from the outside, I think, though I'll know for sure once I put on the DRS loops; 10-minute boosts did not rectify this. Does not feel all that pleasant TBH, but I'll admit I've been spoiled by the awesomeness of the past week, hehe.
Anyroad, putting on my loops for tonight and then we're on break until Sunday.
Went over to that girl who invited me back on Saturday; it was pretty pleasant, but also somehow weird in many respects. My gut says - don't bother too much with this one: a) I don't trust her, b) she openly discussed her (very few) sexual experiences, and they sound pretty fuckin' dire. Honestly, I think this girl needs therapy, not sex (and I gently advised I know a very good someone, namely my "psychoanalytic MILF guru", though she'd probably be better off with a proper daddy analyst, lol. There is one in my hot Lacanian sect I'd trust with the job, but I don't have his contact at hand). She did make me dinner which was very nice, and I left my hat at her place so I'm probably going to have to come on over there at least once more, lol, so we'll see.
Anyroad, putting on my loops for tonight and then we're on break until Sunday.
Went over to that girl who invited me back on Saturday; it was pretty pleasant, but also somehow weird in many respects. My gut says - don't bother too much with this one: a) I don't trust her, b) she openly discussed her (very few) sexual experiences, and they sound pretty fuckin' dire. Honestly, I think this girl needs therapy, not sex (and I gently advised I know a very good someone, namely my "psychoanalytic MILF guru", though she'd probably be better off with a proper daddy analyst, lol. There is one in my hot Lacanian sect I'd trust with the job, but I don't have his contact at hand). She did make me dinner which was very nice, and I left my hat at her place so I'm probably going to have to come on over there at least once more, lol, so we'll see.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley