12-11-2019, 06:21 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-11-2019, 06:21 AM by Have at ye.)
So, as I was playing my DMSI loops yesternight, I got these very pleasant "morphine drip"-like shivers throughout, as well as in particular spots (f. in. the liver area) and it felt really, really swanky.
Some time after, I noticed like some sort of blackness trying to act up directly in the solar plexus, lol. Then my solar plexus started acting a bit wonky, and then it stopped being wonky. That's new! Smells like FRM-progress.
The addition of the DRS is making me very, very hungry, lol, and a little bit tired. But, 3-4 hours after finishing the loops, I get all happy and kinda wanna dance, and I kinda do at times, like on the subway and such.
Now, the heavy-duty clearings I've been doing are becoming even more effective. It's funny - it's like when I'm doing them, I'm releasing and somewhat re-experiencing all the stuff I remember going through on the previous versions of DMSI, but temporally in reverse. Kinda as if I re-opened the archival journalings and started reading them from end to beginning, lol.
Some time after, I noticed like some sort of blackness trying to act up directly in the solar plexus, lol. Then my solar plexus started acting a bit wonky, and then it stopped being wonky. That's new! Smells like FRM-progress.
The addition of the DRS is making me very, very hungry, lol, and a little bit tired. But, 3-4 hours after finishing the loops, I get all happy and kinda wanna dance, and I kinda do at times, like on the subway and such.
Now, the heavy-duty clearings I've been doing are becoming even more effective. It's funny - it's like when I'm doing them, I'm releasing and somewhat re-experiencing all the stuff I remember going through on the previous versions of DMSI, but temporally in reverse. Kinda as if I re-opened the archival journalings and started reading them from end to beginning, lol.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley