10-19-2019, 12:44 PM
Yesternight felt pretty amazing, so I believe there's definite movement. Got a "blissing outta my arse" moment there whilst, incidentally, listening to the End Titles theme from the Blade Runner soundtrack, heh. Very strong "whoooa, that's niiiiice" sensations coming in waves pretty much throughout my body, excluding - unfortunately - the "right foot - lower heart" line, but it wasn't a deep dark void of "kill me please" at least. So I guess we're getting there. 
Not feeling as amazing today, but we'll see. I pretty much slept through the day; went for a little walk, but not feeling like doing much else. Still gotta heal up from this infection (which is going pretty well, I must say) to be able to start doing productive stuff, yo!
Amusingly enough, sometimes the resisty parts of me are all like "hey, we shouldda stuck to UMS, let's go back to UMS", but I'm like, "nope! First we get this going, then we're going back to UMS".
Not feeling as amazing today, but we'll see. I pretty much slept through the day; went for a little walk, but not feeling like doing much else. Still gotta heal up from this infection (which is going pretty well, I must say) to be able to start doing productive stuff, yo!
Amusingly enough, sometimes the resisty parts of me are all like "hey, we shouldda stuck to UMS, let's go back to UMS", but I'm like, "nope! First we get this going, then we're going back to UMS".
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
