USLM3- The Journey to Success

[mat422]

Probably gonna be my last post here and then opening a ltu journal soon. Just wanted to write some stuff. I initially jumped on uslm3 because I thought pushing myself towards my goals with music would bring me happiness. I thought success in general would. It's a piece of the happiness equation, but definitely not all of it. That's why I'm going to use LTU. For a long time now I've been very isolated from people, but it's all my doing. Being too afraid to be myself and open up. I've realized that throughout all the subliminals I've used, insight isn't worth shit if you don't put it into actionable steps. So while it's helpful identifying self isolating behavior, there comes a point where you have to stop thinking and start doing because that's the only way it'll change. In my case a lot of my resistance in the past revolved around having these epiphanies but not following through with them. My subconscious would make it seem like all I needed to do was change awareness or perspective and things would fix themselves. But there was an entire piece missing. The actual action that changed my life. Otherwise I'm on a Merry go round of banging my head into the wall at the same problems and figuring out "solutions" that were actually just clever stalling tactics. So long as I had a new discovery, I was convinced I had to know more before I could change. Hence my often repetitive posts throughout the years.

With uslm I saw that pattern shift as I got more comfortable with actually changing vs thinking about changing. I'm sure LTU will be even better for me.