01-24-2019, 03:35 AM
Yeah, definitely feeling that whole grieving process thing. I think I've swept a lot of stuff under the rug at the expense of my own well being. A constant desire to be "good enough" didn't allow me to thoroughly address past pains and emotional issues. It's like one part of me adapted and grew while another part of me is stuck in that emotional pain. I guess I have to move backwards to move forward. I think there's definitely always and expectancy with growth to have it be a linear process but it feels like anything but at times.
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