01-23-2019, 03:21 PM
Damn. I'm feeling a ton of anger right now mixed with intense sadness. Right in the pit of my stomach. Been having these weird emotional dry heaving moments, best way I can describe it. Just really short intense bursts of emotion coming and going.
If this is TID from ltu, how the hell have I not cleared all my emotional issues with the hours I've put in over the years? Part of me was getting angry today at this as well. Thinking to myself "really? You still feel bad about yourself?" I don't get it, I've tried re framing everything, thinking positive, and improving my life but why is it it always feels like a piece of me doesn't even respond to this stuff? Makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong.
These days I'm really reluctant to go digging for stuff. But I often wonder how much stuff I've repressed that's still there holding me back. It's moments like these where I feel this intense emotional turmoil inside of me and think to myself "where the fuck did that come from?"
If this is TID from ltu, how the hell have I not cleared all my emotional issues with the hours I've put in over the years? Part of me was getting angry today at this as well. Thinking to myself "really? You still feel bad about yourself?" I don't get it, I've tried re framing everything, thinking positive, and improving my life but why is it it always feels like a piece of me doesn't even respond to this stuff? Makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong.
These days I'm really reluctant to go digging for stuff. But I often wonder how much stuff I've repressed that's still there holding me back. It's moments like these where I feel this intense emotional turmoil inside of me and think to myself "where the fuck did that come from?"
INFP
