01-02-2019, 05:19 PM
Doing a trial run of dropping the volume just a bit. I feel like I've been subjecting myself to unnecessary discomfort. I'm still stuck in that no pain no gain mentality. As if making myself more afraid or stressed out will equal more growth. Today I was dead tired. I also found out that I have to be in Dallas for my job on the 9th vs the 13th so that threw me for a loop. I can't help but feel this might be a circumstance involving luck by having my flight rescheduled.
Still stressed about it. Actually the thing I'm stressed the most about is the driving. I hate driving in unfamiliar areas, with cars I'm not used to, and with people I don't know that well. Part of my duties for this trip is playing chauffer. Fuck, I really don't feel like doing this.
Still stressed about it. Actually the thing I'm stressed the most about is the driving. I hate driving in unfamiliar areas, with cars I'm not used to, and with people I don't know that well. Part of my duties for this trip is playing chauffer. Fuck, I really don't feel like doing this.
INFP
