12-25-2018, 09:35 AM
Definitely a shift in mentality. For a while now I've wanted the subliminals to "save" me. Like I'd keep hoping one day I'd have some massive breakthrough and everything would be better. But now I understand waiting around for change obviously won't bring it. My habit of running away when things get hard put me in a cycle of not moving forward, but at the same time feeling awful I wasn't going where I wanted to go. You don't get into a boat and pray the currents of the ocean take you where you need to go, you steer that thing.
It's funny, I have a quite avoidant personality. I fell into passivity/trust the universe as a way to avoid responsibility. This illusion of being centered, false harmony. Deception framed in a way that's positive. By far the most confusing and difficult thing I've had to learn to be aware of. It's easy facing something you're afraid of if the primary response feels negative. It's a whole other head trip when your behavior gets twisted around to be positive.
It's funny, I have a quite avoidant personality. I fell into passivity/trust the universe as a way to avoid responsibility. This illusion of being centered, false harmony. Deception framed in a way that's positive. By far the most confusing and difficult thing I've had to learn to be aware of. It's easy facing something you're afraid of if the primary response feels negative. It's a whole other head trip when your behavior gets twisted around to be positive.
INFP
