12-23-2018, 05:04 PM
Days off still aren't as smooth as I'd like. I find myself going to sleep at night and wishing I could just turn on uslm. When I'm actually listening to the sub it's like kicking into another gear, I feel like I can go beyond the sticking points. Hard to describe really. But it also relieves a massive amount of tension in my body and this detachment washes over me. Not a bad detachment, more like a feeling of choice to no longer weigh myself down with all the bullshit I've given myself in life.
In general I'm feeling like I'm losing my obsession with caring what others think. I've realized it hasn't been my personality that holds me back, but rather constantly hiding away and not living in a way that embraces who I am. I feel closer to being liberated from this constant weight of trying too hard to fit in.
In general I'm feeling like I'm losing my obsession with caring what others think. I've realized it hasn't been my personality that holds me back, but rather constantly hiding away and not living in a way that embraces who I am. I feel closer to being liberated from this constant weight of trying too hard to fit in.
INFP
