12-09-2018, 05:21 PM
Wow. It just occurred to me now how difficult relaxing has been for me. Once again fear. When I'd relax a part of me would go into panic mode. What are you doing? We don't have time for this! Your life is going to fall apart. Hurry up we're running out of time! And it continues on like that.
Just recently USLM has given me this calm. There's no rush, no panic, no fear of running out of time. I think I really need this. I need to learn to slow down and be ok with where I'm at instead of constantly having my head in the future.
Ever since I started this job, time has become such a precious thing for me. I try not to squander it, but I think with all the work the FRM is doing I have to stop overdoing it with everything.
Just recently USLM has given me this calm. There's no rush, no panic, no fear of running out of time. I think I really need this. I need to learn to slow down and be ok with where I'm at instead of constantly having my head in the future.
Ever since I started this job, time has become such a precious thing for me. I try not to squander it, but I think with all the work the FRM is doing I have to stop overdoing it with everything.
INFP
