12-08-2018, 09:21 PM
I'm fed up with how I live my life on a day to day basis. Being afraid of making mistakes, being afraid of people, just being afraid in general. I am sick of fear. For a bit now I've just been trying to think my way out of this fear, but I realize now I was stil just working around it. From today onwards I'm focusing on outright destroying this fear. I'm not listening to the thoughts that come with it, the endless self doubt, the overly cautious analyzing I tend to with everything. I notice my progress stalls when I entertain those distracting thoughts. I feel like I'm held back and there's this internal feeling of wanting to break free. To just be myself for once in my life without feeling the need to hold back. I've lived this way for so long and I'm done with it.
No more running from this. Things have to change for me.
No more running from this. Things have to change for me.
INFP
