12-01-2018, 05:49 PM
I've gotta work on getting more sleep. During the week I hate going to sleep earlier. It just feels like I went to work and had no time for myself. So I stay up and work on my music. It's usually unproductive and stressful because I'm tired. And part of me has this fear that if i don't get my hours in working on improving I'll never get to where I want to be. But at the same time I need to make sure I don't burn out. So I'm going to start being more strict with getting adequate rest and use whatever time I can for music. Even if it's only one hour a day.
I may not get as much time in, but I'm hoping it'll be more quality and focus. Right now it sort of feels like I'm working through a haze at times and I'm half focused. Not an ideal state to be.
To be perfectly honest sometimes when it's getting close to time to sleep and start another day with work I feel my stomach sort of sink. It's this apprehension and feeling like I really don't want to do it anymore.
I may not get as much time in, but I'm hoping it'll be more quality and focus. Right now it sort of feels like I'm working through a haze at times and I'm half focused. Not an ideal state to be.
To be perfectly honest sometimes when it's getting close to time to sleep and start another day with work I feel my stomach sort of sink. It's this apprehension and feeling like I really don't want to do it anymore.
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