USLM3 Journal

[guyinlahore]

Day 105

I have been feeling kind of scared. I am not ready to face things and trying to avoid doing things. This could be due to procrastination or fear of facing things. In my opinion I am try to stop myself in my tracks from moving forward. I am not proactively working on my business. The more appropriate word is just doing enough to keep going. Its like the more I move forward the more I try to go back into old stuff. It feels like the charm / attraction of the end goal has diminished and I am like is it good enough, do i want it, is this really good for me, is this what i wanted or should i try to get something else ? I feel like I am satisfied and do not need to get more. That is the feeling I am getting but when I conscious look around in the physical world and see things I say to myself I am not where I want to be and I do not have which I want to have.

I am super exhausted these days. I am using the radionics also for my health and also for my goals. It might be draining my energy. I have increased the sleep time by around 1 hour now.