02-25-2019, 10:24 PM
On the last few days of USLM. I am not sure whether i had any luck, if I have its been unknown.
There are still things coming back to bite me in the ass, from before i started this.
I do feel more confident now and am less fearful of confrontation and speaking my mind.
So next steps are too either 1. Continue with USLM, 2. Try DSMI and see where that takes me. After doing one of these runs, I want to go back to Alpha male and try that again as i still feel i am very insecure and very needy and still very and defensive towards people. This time I am not going to do Alpha male on speakers but on headphones instead see if that makes any difference. That's the plan for the rest of the year.
There are still things coming back to bite me in the ass, from before i started this.
I do feel more confident now and am less fearful of confrontation and speaking my mind.
So next steps are too either 1. Continue with USLM, 2. Try DSMI and see where that takes me. After doing one of these runs, I want to go back to Alpha male and try that again as i still feel i am very insecure and very needy and still very and defensive towards people. This time I am not going to do Alpha male on speakers but on headphones instead see if that makes any difference. That's the plan for the rest of the year.
