I have a question for Shannon.
I just read my old SE 5.5 thread, and by just reading it, I was uplifted a lot. I felt good on SE. It was my fear which pulled me off it. Old lifelong fears.
My question: Since you will have the full scripts of SE and others inside LTU, how will this be different vs. just having the skeleton scripts running?
My imaginations of what will happen are based on my experience on E2. It has the full script for PTPA, and I relied on it showing up regularly in my attitude and thinking. I felt good and competent to handle life, and due to its influence, I became less wary of old fears rising. It was often a perpetual state of feeling good, showing up inside me and expressing itself through speech and actions.
Additionally, I'm thinking the SOPS(?) will allow whatever script is needed most to have its focus there. Since it'll be such a large script collection, I'm unsure how it'll respond.
Edit: I realize noone really knows yet how it'll manifest in each person's life. I'll rest knowing something good is coming.
And on a personal note, I am bothered by myself seeking "more, more, more" lately. Why? Because whenever I seek more, it's primarily out of feeling afraid I won't have enough, and with that thinking going, nothing satisfies me. I can get desperate, greedy, and very selfish, and it's all due to fear I'll be without when it's time to receive.
This fear can spread to other areas of life quickly too. I lose peace for days, and it leaves me with regret.
Maybe this apology is to myself. If so, it is. I'm going to change my thinking now.
I just read my old SE 5.5 thread, and by just reading it, I was uplifted a lot. I felt good on SE. It was my fear which pulled me off it. Old lifelong fears.
My question: Since you will have the full scripts of SE and others inside LTU, how will this be different vs. just having the skeleton scripts running?
My imaginations of what will happen are based on my experience on E2. It has the full script for PTPA, and I relied on it showing up regularly in my attitude and thinking. I felt good and competent to handle life, and due to its influence, I became less wary of old fears rising. It was often a perpetual state of feeling good, showing up inside me and expressing itself through speech and actions.
Additionally, I'm thinking the SOPS(?) will allow whatever script is needed most to have its focus there. Since it'll be such a large script collection, I'm unsure how it'll respond.
Edit: I realize noone really knows yet how it'll manifest in each person's life. I'll rest knowing something good is coming.
And on a personal note, I am bothered by myself seeking "more, more, more" lately. Why? Because whenever I seek more, it's primarily out of feeling afraid I won't have enough, and with that thinking going, nothing satisfies me. I can get desperate, greedy, and very selfish, and it's all due to fear I'll be without when it's time to receive.
This fear can spread to other areas of life quickly too. I lose peace for days, and it leaves me with regret.
Maybe this apology is to myself. If so, it is. I'm going to change my thinking now.
I want to be FREE!
