12-02-2018, 01:41 PM
Thanks Shannon. I'm touched by your willingness to share this with me. I didn't think I was still healing, but me talking to my ex today, with the resulting confusion, well....I'm not sure what it is. I'm unwilling or unable to put any controls on it. I did feel sad, scared, and hopeful, all at different times. Plus shame at feeling I'm alone. Thanks for the reply.
And yeah, this meal was not a normal meal. This one dish cost maybe $15, and it still hasn't had any bacon yet. It'll be a $20-$25 dish then. I'm wondering what you put in the mashed potatoes.
Putting emotional growth alongside good meals, I've been eyeing the very things which always cost more: good oil and cheeses, good spices, butter.....all things I've avoided these last few years.
I'm listening to USLM hybrid right now, and am feeling old relational feelings tied to my ex. Fear keeps peeking out.
Thank you for helping me feel not alone.
And yeah, this meal was not a normal meal. This one dish cost maybe $15, and it still hasn't had any bacon yet. It'll be a $20-$25 dish then. I'm wondering what you put in the mashed potatoes.
Putting emotional growth alongside good meals, I've been eyeing the very things which always cost more: good oil and cheeses, good spices, butter.....all things I've avoided these last few years.
I'm listening to USLM hybrid right now, and am feeling old relational feelings tied to my ex. Fear keeps peeking out.
Thank you for helping me feel not alone.
I want to be FREE!
