Alright, time to speak up. Im running one loop ofUMS right now andI have to get this off my chest.
Im reading my AM6 journals now, 6 stage subliminal. Idont know why, maybe its the "block setup", as in, 32 day per stage, that introduces structure, but running the latest subliminal tech has me running it but feel still somewhat lost or something. In the sense of, im running it, want to achieve its goals, but then what? With am6 the outcome was clear. With DMSI and UMS, its less to me. More of an running and lets see. Could be linked to the programming itself, but am6 felt like apurpose driven obligation, very personal, while ums and dmsi do not have that effect for me. Perhaps due to the more external things, less close to heart maybe. Edit: This also is fear. I notice it now.
Oh yeah, frm seens to have broken through the fear around control. Last 2 days, life is like apsychedelic trip, and following whats coming to me is like a effin journey. Itsalmost liquid/energy and complete oneness aswell as connection. Realizing the I am. No fear. Pure comfort by whatever it is. Bruh.
Im also listening to some sphongle. Its a bit similar as to some inclination I had while running DMSI. The relaxation takes over. No more "im gonna do it xyz way" more of an surrender. Shits gettin trippy. Oh well. I welcome it. If this stuff is what it is, then so be it. Euphoria kicks innn
Socially things inprove still. Im keeping the social distancing in mind, but im becoming more and more relaxed in my self amusement and interactions. I also came to realize the underestimation of photographic memory. Here lies great potential. I now see the huge benefits, something thats not that difficult. Making it an asset. Its like a muscle. Trainable. Enough resources to get this up the ladder. This brings me further in life.
Im reading my AM6 journals now, 6 stage subliminal. Idont know why, maybe its the "block setup", as in, 32 day per stage, that introduces structure, but running the latest subliminal tech has me running it but feel still somewhat lost or something. In the sense of, im running it, want to achieve its goals, but then what? With am6 the outcome was clear. With DMSI and UMS, its less to me. More of an running and lets see. Could be linked to the programming itself, but am6 felt like apurpose driven obligation, very personal, while ums and dmsi do not have that effect for me. Perhaps due to the more external things, less close to heart maybe. Edit: This also is fear. I notice it now.
Oh yeah, frm seens to have broken through the fear around control. Last 2 days, life is like apsychedelic trip, and following whats coming to me is like a effin journey. Itsalmost liquid/energy and complete oneness aswell as connection. Realizing the I am. No fear. Pure comfort by whatever it is. Bruh.
Im also listening to some sphongle. Its a bit similar as to some inclination I had while running DMSI. The relaxation takes over. No more "im gonna do it xyz way" more of an surrender. Shits gettin trippy. Oh well. I welcome it. If this stuff is what it is, then so be it. Euphoria kicks innn
Socially things inprove still. Im keeping the social distancing in mind, but im becoming more and more relaxed in my self amusement and interactions. I also came to realize the underestimation of photographic memory. Here lies great potential. I now see the huge benefits, something thats not that difficult. Making it an asset. Its like a muscle. Trainable. Enough resources to get this up the ladder. This brings me further in life.
