07-15-2022, 11:32 PM
Month: 6 Day on: 3
Welp I sure got it to work now, Yesterday I got really frustrated and irritated quickly and it also seemed slightly easier to express it. my family came here to celebrate the fact my aunt bought a new house and sure it had it's fun part but the things that irritated me already pretty much made it slightly worse...
Normally I would just keep it bottled up but it was really frustration overload and I'm pretty sure alot of it is also because my subconcious is pissed that I now know how to use subs correctly
mayby now it's trying to use my fear of familly fights to make me stop using it
Although funny enough after this month I'm going to use OCF4 Instead of Aura of Love (although that one will come right after)
Welp I sure got it to work now, Yesterday I got really frustrated and irritated quickly and it also seemed slightly easier to express it. my family came here to celebrate the fact my aunt bought a new house and sure it had it's fun part but the things that irritated me already pretty much made it slightly worse...
Normally I would just keep it bottled up but it was really frustration overload and I'm pretty sure alot of it is also because my subconcious is pissed that I now know how to use subs correctly
mayby now it's trying to use my fear of familly fights to make me stop using it
Although funny enough after this month I'm going to use OCF4 Instead of Aura of Love (although that one will come right after)
