01-27-2017, 03:42 PM
(01-27-2017, 12:11 AM)4Kingdoms Wrote: I was born with a birth defect. Couldn't pee standing up. The opening was at the base instead of the top. Once a year in December for 7 years in a row, I had 7 surgeries until it was corrected.
Children heal faster than adults and I'm glad it was taken care of when I was a child.
MHS is coming out, perhaps you can get that programming into your mind for your hip pain until 3.1 is released??
Thanks for sharing about your childhood, 4k, that helps. As a parent, at least in my case, you just wonder if it was your fault and what you could have done to keep it from happening. In this case, I have to accept that I'll likely never know, and that (like you said) children heal fast. Her defect will certainly never affect how much I love her, or how I feel about her.
I would LOVE to run MHS. When I run it, I want to run it long-term. If I start now, DMSI would be done. While that would be ok (I have some scars, bad vision, pubertal gyno, shot adrenal glands, bad hip, bad elbows, a torn labrum in my shoulder...), I said I would be in it with DMSI 'til the end (or until it affects me potentially negatively). I want to be free and clear by the time V3.1 comes out, so no other subs, and no 3.0.1.
It's now been 14-ish days since I stopped running V3.0.1, and I feel like I'm just now "recovering" from the constant running of the program from P5. This morning I remembered a dream of someone who had a very powerful positive influence in my life, and recalling it let loose a pretty large emotional block I've had. I don't know what it was, or how that will benefit me, but it's significant. I'm also just now starting to get some mental energy back and sleep more soundly.
