01-13-2017, 03:35 PM
A few things I didn't mention from yesterday:
Headed to a late Xmas/New Year's party for my wife's work at a coworkers house. They have it annually. Always a lot of hotties there, mostly with husbands/boyfriends. I usually drink at this thing, but my pregnant wife obviously can't, and frankly I don't even feel like it.
There's always this guy who is incredibly intimidated by me that makes the atmosphere a little uncomfortable, but fuck it. Bring it on. Normally I'd want to cover up some of these feelings I'm having with alcohol, but right now I just feel like going out and bathing in them. I want to see what happens when it's just me - and as for impressing anyone, I just don't give a fuck.
- At the gym, a fitness model that loves attn (but who's married, w/kids) talks to my lifting partner. I ignored her completely.
- At my wife's OB appt, I started getting IOIs from her gyno. She's maybe my age, married, kids, but highly intelligent/pretty/athlete. She hung around longer than usual, engaged me more than usual, and even showed us pictures of her kids on her cellphone. In the exam room, and out in the hall, her feet were always pointed toward me and away from my wife.
- Yelled at my wife in anger, and said mean shit. Apologized later, and she was over it INSTANTLY. Must be the forgiveness aspect of the aura, b/c she normally would have held that over me for awhile.
Headed to a late Xmas/New Year's party for my wife's work at a coworkers house. They have it annually. Always a lot of hotties there, mostly with husbands/boyfriends. I usually drink at this thing, but my pregnant wife obviously can't, and frankly I don't even feel like it.
There's always this guy who is incredibly intimidated by me that makes the atmosphere a little uncomfortable, but fuck it. Bring it on. Normally I'd want to cover up some of these feelings I'm having with alcohol, but right now I just feel like going out and bathing in them. I want to see what happens when it's just me - and as for impressing anyone, I just don't give a fuck.
