01-02-2017, 07:13 PM
I'm doing it. Switching to Version B tonight.
Could be resistance, could be my subconscious really really wants me to run B to help achieve the goal. I don't know. I do know that my thoughts have been on thinking about Version B constantly the last few days, and my mind is coming up with reason-after-reason to run it. So instead of continuing to resist the pull to switch consciously, I'm going to go with the flow.
We'll see how it goes for a week. I hope I can get some energy back. Every day for the last week, at least, I've been a walking zombie. Little energy for the gym, emotional lows at home, little desire to leave the house, high irritability with little patience, and depressing dreams.
My wife's home tonight, so I'll start off with 2 loops of masked FLAC. It's the weakest, I know, but with headphones I don't trust to run ultrasonic frequencies, earbuds I'd rip out of my ears as I sleep b/c they hurt, and not being able to listen on speaker, I don't have much of a choice.
Here's goes nothin'.
Could be resistance, could be my subconscious really really wants me to run B to help achieve the goal. I don't know. I do know that my thoughts have been on thinking about Version B constantly the last few days, and my mind is coming up with reason-after-reason to run it. So instead of continuing to resist the pull to switch consciously, I'm going to go with the flow.
We'll see how it goes for a week. I hope I can get some energy back. Every day for the last week, at least, I've been a walking zombie. Little energy for the gym, emotional lows at home, little desire to leave the house, high irritability with little patience, and depressing dreams.
My wife's home tonight, so I'll start off with 2 loops of masked FLAC. It's the weakest, I know, but with headphones I don't trust to run ultrasonic frequencies, earbuds I'd rip out of my ears as I sleep b/c they hurt, and not being able to listen on speaker, I don't have much of a choice.
Here's goes nothin'.
