07-28-2017, 01:39 PM
Got up, trained my favorite client (he's 82 years old, and one of my favorite people I've ever met). He asked me what I'd been doing all week, and I was honest - nothing. I then asked him how his guy's night went (he went out to drink craft beers at a few different bars with his son and son-in-laws - they're a very tight knit family). He talked about what a great time they had, and then said something that meant a lot to me - "Oh, I wish I had invited you out with us! You would have fit right in!" Coming from this guy, it meant a lot. My grandfather's are both dead now, and he kind of fills that spot in my heart. Salt-of-the-earth. Anyway, feeling sentimental right now and wanted to mention him.
I made my way to the gym, with running gear in tow in case ex-friend was there. He wasn't, so I went in. "A" - hot nurse coworker friend of my wife's - was. I completely ignored her and went over to the cardio area. I saw her looking at me from the weights, but didn't turn her way. Didn't care to talk to her today, can't be bothered.
After 15 minutes of cardio, I realized that it was 10:10 AM. I saw a few women carrying yoga mats...and it hit me. Yoga was going to start in 5 minutes! So, I packed up my shit and went into the yoga room. There were 20+ women, and 4 guys - including me. One other younger guy, one partnered with a larger chick, and an old man. There were at least 10 women I'd consider beautiful, or sexy. Amazing bodies, pretty faces, and flexible. What's not to like?
We started off by getting extremely relaxed. I couldn't help but think that relaxing would help me execute, as well as help the women be more receptive to subtle energies. After a short period of time, I noticed that the woman on my left had very erect nipples. I wasn't attracted to her, and it wasn't cold, so if it was me possibly affecting her, what was happening to the good lookin' gals I was attracted to?
At one point, my mat must have been too close to the pretty girl on my right. We were supposed to do a "swan dive" into with our arms and our finger tips ended up touching. She giggled and apologized. No problem.
I used the mirror and noticed that 5 different women were looking my way. Unfortunately, that's as far as it went. That's alright, though - I'll keep going when my schedule permits. It felt really good to do again.
I got home and ran my 1 loop. Once again, it has me emotionally wrecked. The great thing about that is it is proof that the subliminal is still working on me. I'm not stonewalling, and I'm not running away. As long as I get positive or negatives, something's going on. I look forward to the positives after this round of healing/clearing. Then we'll see what's what.
In the meantime, I'm done with Ozark on Netflix...now going to watch Glow. Good choice, because I'm laughing my effin' ass off!
I made my way to the gym, with running gear in tow in case ex-friend was there. He wasn't, so I went in. "A" - hot nurse coworker friend of my wife's - was. I completely ignored her and went over to the cardio area. I saw her looking at me from the weights, but didn't turn her way. Didn't care to talk to her today, can't be bothered.
After 15 minutes of cardio, I realized that it was 10:10 AM. I saw a few women carrying yoga mats...and it hit me. Yoga was going to start in 5 minutes! So, I packed up my shit and went into the yoga room. There were 20+ women, and 4 guys - including me. One other younger guy, one partnered with a larger chick, and an old man. There were at least 10 women I'd consider beautiful, or sexy. Amazing bodies, pretty faces, and flexible. What's not to like?
We started off by getting extremely relaxed. I couldn't help but think that relaxing would help me execute, as well as help the women be more receptive to subtle energies. After a short period of time, I noticed that the woman on my left had very erect nipples. I wasn't attracted to her, and it wasn't cold, so if it was me possibly affecting her, what was happening to the good lookin' gals I was attracted to?
At one point, my mat must have been too close to the pretty girl on my right. We were supposed to do a "swan dive" into with our arms and our finger tips ended up touching. She giggled and apologized. No problem.
I used the mirror and noticed that 5 different women were looking my way. Unfortunately, that's as far as it went. That's alright, though - I'll keep going when my schedule permits. It felt really good to do again.
I got home and ran my 1 loop. Once again, it has me emotionally wrecked. The great thing about that is it is proof that the subliminal is still working on me. I'm not stonewalling, and I'm not running away. As long as I get positive or negatives, something's going on. I look forward to the positives after this round of healing/clearing. Then we'll see what's what.
In the meantime, I'm done with Ozark on Netflix...now going to watch Glow. Good choice, because I'm laughing my effin' ass off!
