My subconscious seems to be throwing an energetic temper-tantrum.
I went to Walmart to get some things. On the way, I had two separate incidents where I wanted to throttle people. One car almost hit me head-on in my neighborhood, not following the rules of the road. I was RIGHT THERE, and they pulled a stupid move, like I was invisible! Two minutes later, I turn onto the main road, in front of a truck - with plenty of time. They slam on the gas and ride my ass (like I cut them off or something). I lost my shit. I hate that kinda crap. I looked in the rear view and yelled, "I'm going to FUCKING KILL YOU!" I don't know if they sensed my energy, or just got over it, because they immediately backed off by 30 feet.
I picked up an online order first, before completing my shopping list. The clerk - a glorious wart hog of a woman - jerked me around for a bit, and then yapped my ear off. Her attitude turned around to good after I felt myself getting pissed again.
As I completed my shopping list, I ran into a few decent looking young women. I was invisible, which didn't surprise me. At checkout, my body heat began to become excessive. I looked around, but didn't see anyone - except for a group of girls too young to have been legal.
Got home, put away the groceries, and a positive interaction with my wife turned negative, quickly. More anger. She was hostile, but got over it pretty quick as well. I've now been experiencing hot flashes for the last 20+ minutes.
I'll be running 2x hybrid again tonight.
I went to Walmart to get some things. On the way, I had two separate incidents where I wanted to throttle people. One car almost hit me head-on in my neighborhood, not following the rules of the road. I was RIGHT THERE, and they pulled a stupid move, like I was invisible! Two minutes later, I turn onto the main road, in front of a truck - with plenty of time. They slam on the gas and ride my ass (like I cut them off or something). I lost my shit. I hate that kinda crap. I looked in the rear view and yelled, "I'm going to FUCKING KILL YOU!" I don't know if they sensed my energy, or just got over it, because they immediately backed off by 30 feet.
I picked up an online order first, before completing my shopping list. The clerk - a glorious wart hog of a woman - jerked me around for a bit, and then yapped my ear off. Her attitude turned around to good after I felt myself getting pissed again.
As I completed my shopping list, I ran into a few decent looking young women. I was invisible, which didn't surprise me. At checkout, my body heat began to become excessive. I looked around, but didn't see anyone - except for a group of girls too young to have been legal.
Got home, put away the groceries, and a positive interaction with my wife turned negative, quickly. More anger. She was hostile, but got over it pretty quick as well. I've now been experiencing hot flashes for the last 20+ minutes.
I'll be running 2x hybrid again tonight.
