03-07-2017, 07:21 PM
Trained one of my older-lady clients this evening. I don't know why, but I started having major hot flashes, and then got a slight headache that is persisting. I'm listening to my loops now, and I'm just burning up. The headache is still there.
I don't think any of this had to do with her in any way. I've mentioned her in previous DMSI journals, especially the earlier ones where the old gals were affected heavily. There's less than zero attraction there - sometimes I find myself praying she'll cancel her session, just so I don't have to see her (which I find myself feeling bad about, but damn, she's a strange old bird). I think she was still affected by my baseline aura, however, as at one point she was on all four and allowing her shirt to droop so I would get a full view of her cleavage.
I don't know if this has something to do with the LDS, or something involving healing. I ate way more than usual (as I'm on a cut for summer) today. I didn't eat more because I was hungry, necessarily, but more intentionally to see how it would affect execution of DMSI.
I don't think any of this had to do with her in any way. I've mentioned her in previous DMSI journals, especially the earlier ones where the old gals were affected heavily. There's less than zero attraction there - sometimes I find myself praying she'll cancel her session, just so I don't have to see her (which I find myself feeling bad about, but damn, she's a strange old bird). I think she was still affected by my baseline aura, however, as at one point she was on all four and allowing her shirt to droop so I would get a full view of her cleavage.
I don't know if this has something to do with the LDS, or something involving healing. I ate way more than usual (as I'm on a cut for summer) today. I didn't eat more because I was hungry, necessarily, but more intentionally to see how it would affect execution of DMSI.
