06-02-2019, 09:17 AM
(06-02-2019, 12:46 AM)Raz Wrote: @DarthXedonias
Thank you, I really like your detailed posts. Seems you and I are on a similar trajectory regarding growth and insight. This is to be expected, I guess, since we are running the same subliminal.
I am curious, though. From your posts I get the impression that you want to switch over to UMS as soon as it is developed, right? Is this solely because you perceive UMS to be better aligned with your middle/long-term goals or do you additionally believe that you have seen most of what LTU has to offer? I ask, because your posts have (at least for me) this recurring theme that you already finished your transformation and now look at life from the other side. Aren't you interested in what else could change over time? There might be things further down the LTU rabbit hole that you and I cannot even imagine yet.
Eh, I have thought about that and came to the conclusion that it has more to do with my goals. I just really want to move my life forward and I have determined in my mind that financial success is the way to do that. Specifically I see investing as my way out and I have come to the conclusion that in the long term I simply can't work a normal job. I can't stand chaffing under someone else's rules. It goes against my nature entirely. I also don't believe I have seen everything there is with this sub. Too many changes happening on a daily basis and they still haven't let up.
@Shannon Very well noted. I admit the only reason I had thought about changing right before I went to Korea was due to wanting to have some "fun" before I started running UMS when it comes out. Granted, as I mentioned before due to LTU I'm finding the prospect of having random sex or even FWBs boring now. I'm just not a slave to my biological inclinations like I used to be so I see it as pointless to a degree. So you might be right to just keep running this until UMS comes out probably. The only reason I'm really focused on running UMS is because I already have pretty solid plans in my head of what I want and what I want to do. UMS seems to be vital to getting those things I want if everything goes according to plan. I have a feeling this might be the US in LTU that is pushing me towards this. Its like I know where I want to go and I know automatically what I need to do in order to get there. I guess I might just keep running this until UMS comes out then. I suspect I will be at the 5th or 6th month before I switch over which will probably be good for making sure the changes are permanent.
I do have a feeling it will be as you say it is. By the time I'm finish with this (even right now actually) running all the other subs after this will be a piece of cake. I feel like since I've gotten rid of the perceived limitations on my identity and personality that it has made those things a lot more malleable.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche