Transcendent Sith Lord's LTU 5.0 Journal

[DarthXedonias]

Ok, time for a quick update.

Got through most of the videos for my next course before I have to take the final test. Should take it today and most likely pass it. Also got signed up for another that is a submission based one which I might be able to finish today as well if I can make time. With those done I will have 2 left. 1 of them I will try to get done this weekend, which is Applied Algebra. Then I will have my last course which is a capstone project written paper that I will do at the beginning of next week. If I can get it done sometime next week then I will be done and ready to graduate. After that I just need to get my TEFL course done (one paper) to get my cert and then I decided I'm going to take a test that will allow me to be qualified to teach English in the state of Massachusetts. That qualification will allow me get a lot of high paying jobs that I normally wouldn't be able to get starting out.

As of now its looking like I will be going to either China, Dubai, or Saudi Arabia to teach. Korea is still a chance but it is lower on my priority since I would qualify for higher pay (at least 36k per year in a low cost foreign country). Only thing is that I noticed a portion of those jobs don't require you to be there until August. So there is still a chance I might still stay here for a few months (probably getting some good paying job here for a few months). If that's the case I hope that the LM in this sub is able to work its magic so I can get a job that not only I can tolerate for a while but also will allow me to take a month off early. As for things directly related to the sub I am still going through resistance at times (mainly flashbacks triggered by the instructions aggravating my PTSD symptoms) but I am pushing through them.

All I know is that the sub must be working on something really big since up to about a week ago wasn't having as much horrible resistance and now it has reared its ugly head. Will keep going until at least the 3 month mark though then see what happens. It seems like this sub is digging up some muck I really haven't dealt with up to this point. I do have a hint of what is going on. I have noticed that the flashbacks have had to do with times I felt humiliated or embarrassed in front of people. I think before the sub was making me not care about people's opinions about me but now it is working really deep on that and cutting it out at the root. Its been nothing but these types of memories for a little over a week now. Hopefully it will be over with soon.