Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[DarthXedonias]

First day after my 2nd break of loops. I don't know, I just don't feel anything going on with this version yet. The only thing I've noticed when I go out is sometimes I will get the jitters when I'm out in public and slight anxiety with it. It reminds me of when in the past I had to get up and do a speech in front of the class. My body usually starts shaking a bit, which should donate fear. Thing is despite that I haven't noticed anything yet at all really.

After deciding that I'm going to take another trip to the Philippines before I head right to Korea I opened up my online profile again. It is kind of early to tell but I'm not getting the sort of responses that I was getting before. Anyway I don't know why but I tried sitting down and trying analyze what is going on underneath the hood and I came up with nothing. Just this feeling that something felt off but I don't know what. Maybe I will be able to determine what that is in the coming days but I'm not too sure. I've felt like ever since I started this version that my ability to really understand what is going on internally just isn't there really.

If anything changes I will try report it but so far this past 2 weeks or so I just haven't noticed anything. Externally or internally.