11-23-2018, 04:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-23-2018, 04:46 PM by DarthXedonias.)
Thought I give an update real quick.
Even after my break seems like there is no change really. I still can't feel anything. Well except for feeling a bit unnerved and a little bit frustrated at times for now feeling anything. Though even those feelings are fleeting. I might try to motivated myself to get a paper I've been working on done (which I haven't worked on for close to 2 weeks now) but even then even that motivation is just squashed. Its like any feeling that I try to get that might move me in the right direction is automatically squashed and I'm just left just sitting here the last few days doing nothing. Its like I'm just existing here and heck I don't even "feel" boredom either. I hope 3.3 comes out soon so even though it might only help out with courses in a indirect way through OE I can get things moving again and stop just acting like some robot.
Even after my break seems like there is no change really. I still can't feel anything. Well except for feeling a bit unnerved and a little bit frustrated at times for now feeling anything. Though even those feelings are fleeting. I might try to motivated myself to get a paper I've been working on done (which I haven't worked on for close to 2 weeks now) but even then even that motivation is just squashed. Its like any feeling that I try to get that might move me in the right direction is automatically squashed and I'm just left just sitting here the last few days doing nothing. Its like I'm just existing here and heck I don't even "feel" boredom either. I hope 3.3 comes out soon so even though it might only help out with courses in a indirect way through OE I can get things moving again and stop just acting like some robot.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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