Transcendent Sith Lord's DMSI 3.3 D Journal

[Kol]

Wow, that's early!

The first time I hesitated to press play - out of fear - was DMSI 3.1. Didn't happen on 3.2, rather, just experienced a shit-ton of self-sabotage resistance in myriad forms. And random bubbles of fear, where something would just pop in my head - like vivid visualizations of getting in a car accident or fearing about my kids suddenly dying. Scary shit!

Hopefully as 3.3 approaches, real TID will *reduce* fear - indicating the fear removal module, etc - *work well.*

Same with 3.1 for me. The first loop was really something to me. Like, nervous. 3.2 not so much but enough to have this thougt of "finally" when running the first loop of 3.2 my heartrate went up. It felt...funky. the TID towards 3.2 was also amazing. Like a blooming.

3.3 TID however. When Im focussing my attention to it, I felt dissipation of fear on a massive scale that I felt and feel light and bloomimg is peanuts. Im starting to think im more affected by 3.3 TID. one is the several manifestation patterns of escape that are taking place, and they are convincing. Along with the fearlessness come feelings of h/c whole lakes subconsciously speaking.