07-12-2018, 08:26 PM
Well, thought I should update since I haven't for a while and I have come to a decision about something very important.
Well, on the DMSI front nothing much happening. I'm still getting the this feeling that every time I see an attractive woman (and I've seen a few while I've been back working at the theater) there's something within me that comes up and artificially limits/denies the attraction that is there. This totally keeps the sniper from firing which I have felt come close to firing off a few times but every time this underlying program comes up to totally destroy any chance of the aura actually working. At this point I do feel like the only thing that's going to help me is when 3.3 comes out and this loophole is closed. Granted I have time to spare before I put my other plans in motion. I found out that two of the Hispanic girls who work there when I was there last time are still working there. I think they will be prime targets for when 3.3 (or possibly DMSI final) come out. Though I was right when I probably thought 3.2 would be the one where I finally execute (though in a round about fashion) I feel like 3.3 will probably be the one where it won't matter if the woman is Local or foreign, as long as I'm attracted to her she will get sniped. That is unless my mind finds out some other clever way to execute the script but not achieve the results. Though I doubt that there will be many ways after this to execute the script without achieving the design goals.
With all that said I did come to an important decision based on something that happened today. I decided that after i get my degree I'm going to just teach English in Korea or another Asian country. I've figured that with the amount of money you can saved in Korea (between 15-20K USD per year) I could just be there to better live in a culture to my liking and save money for my business plan at the same time. I don't know, after I've gotten back I've been wanting more and more to get back to Asia as soon as possible. Was so nice to experience a culture that values hard work but where you are expected to have manners. Can't say I'm surprised all that much by this. Pretty much 80% of my friends when I was younger were immigrants from Asia. I seem to just get along with them much better. With that said though I have decided also that the only thing that would keep me in the US after I get my degree is if DMSI final was out, I went to some acting/voice acting auditions, and got chosen for them. If DMSI could make me attractive enough that I got my foot solidly into the acting career path then I would probably consider staying for a few years until I definitely was economically independent.
Now the thing that happened today that made me decide this was something in relation to the whole #metoo stuff going on right now. No, I didn't get accused of sexual assault or rape. It was nothing as serious as that but I did get into a discussion and it is appalling to me how many local woman I'm running into these days that share these views. Basically a co-worker came up to me and we started discussing the recent interview Henry Cavill gave. I would recommend on reading the whole thing so you can get an good idea. Essentially, he said he was afraid of dating at the moment and flirting with women due to how often sexual misconduct accusations were being thrown around. Apparently, he got a lot of flack for even saying that for some odd reason. Apparently, my female co-worker thought he was an asshole for saying such things. When I tried to reason with her why such men might feel that way she refused to hear any of it.
She tried to say that he was saying women should just shut up about when something happens to them. I asked her , "where did he say that? " (because he didn't say anything like that in his interview) she literally stopped, thought for a moment (I'm assuming she was coming up with some half ass excuse) then said, "Well, you just need to read between the lines of what he is saying". Basically "I can read minds and know exactly what he was thinking when he said that". Its amazing when someone gives even a criticism or concern about something today people just go off especially when it concerns this topic. Either way she seems to believe the farie tale of everyone in that #Metoo movement are righteous people and women would never lie about such things.
-snort- I'm no idiot, I've seen women lie about such things and suffer no consequences (seen it while I was in the Navy as well). Either way I'm running into more and more people who think like this regarding this issue. Therefore, not really interested in staying in this country much longer after I get my degree. I can't really stand the constant SJW/extreme feminist stuff I have to deal with all the time. Lucky for me, most of Asia, especially the Philippines, has a zero tolerance policy regarding such things. Therefore, I think I will just enjoy my life to the fullest and teach English in Asia. When thinking about it more I'm kind of not surprised that I have a fear of local women to a degree considering i see this on a daily basis (to give an Idea for those that don't know I live in California Near San Francisco).
Either way, kind of glad I came to this decision. Just makes my plan all that more clear. Also, who knows? Maybe I will be in Asia and get into acting over there even though it might be harder. If DMSI works as promised I think it might just work out fine.
Well, on the DMSI front nothing much happening. I'm still getting the this feeling that every time I see an attractive woman (and I've seen a few while I've been back working at the theater) there's something within me that comes up and artificially limits/denies the attraction that is there. This totally keeps the sniper from firing which I have felt come close to firing off a few times but every time this underlying program comes up to totally destroy any chance of the aura actually working. At this point I do feel like the only thing that's going to help me is when 3.3 comes out and this loophole is closed. Granted I have time to spare before I put my other plans in motion. I found out that two of the Hispanic girls who work there when I was there last time are still working there. I think they will be prime targets for when 3.3 (or possibly DMSI final) come out. Though I was right when I probably thought 3.2 would be the one where I finally execute (though in a round about fashion) I feel like 3.3 will probably be the one where it won't matter if the woman is Local or foreign, as long as I'm attracted to her she will get sniped. That is unless my mind finds out some other clever way to execute the script but not achieve the results. Though I doubt that there will be many ways after this to execute the script without achieving the design goals.
With all that said I did come to an important decision based on something that happened today. I decided that after i get my degree I'm going to just teach English in Korea or another Asian country. I've figured that with the amount of money you can saved in Korea (between 15-20K USD per year) I could just be there to better live in a culture to my liking and save money for my business plan at the same time. I don't know, after I've gotten back I've been wanting more and more to get back to Asia as soon as possible. Was so nice to experience a culture that values hard work but where you are expected to have manners. Can't say I'm surprised all that much by this. Pretty much 80% of my friends when I was younger were immigrants from Asia. I seem to just get along with them much better. With that said though I have decided also that the only thing that would keep me in the US after I get my degree is if DMSI final was out, I went to some acting/voice acting auditions, and got chosen for them. If DMSI could make me attractive enough that I got my foot solidly into the acting career path then I would probably consider staying for a few years until I definitely was economically independent.
Now the thing that happened today that made me decide this was something in relation to the whole #metoo stuff going on right now. No, I didn't get accused of sexual assault or rape. It was nothing as serious as that but I did get into a discussion and it is appalling to me how many local woman I'm running into these days that share these views. Basically a co-worker came up to me and we started discussing the recent interview Henry Cavill gave. I would recommend on reading the whole thing so you can get an good idea. Essentially, he said he was afraid of dating at the moment and flirting with women due to how often sexual misconduct accusations were being thrown around. Apparently, he got a lot of flack for even saying that for some odd reason. Apparently, my female co-worker thought he was an asshole for saying such things. When I tried to reason with her why such men might feel that way she refused to hear any of it.
She tried to say that he was saying women should just shut up about when something happens to them. I asked her , "where did he say that? " (because he didn't say anything like that in his interview) she literally stopped, thought for a moment (I'm assuming she was coming up with some half ass excuse) then said, "Well, you just need to read between the lines of what he is saying". Basically "I can read minds and know exactly what he was thinking when he said that". Its amazing when someone gives even a criticism or concern about something today people just go off especially when it concerns this topic. Either way she seems to believe the farie tale of everyone in that #Metoo movement are righteous people and women would never lie about such things.
-snort- I'm no idiot, I've seen women lie about such things and suffer no consequences (seen it while I was in the Navy as well). Either way I'm running into more and more people who think like this regarding this issue. Therefore, not really interested in staying in this country much longer after I get my degree. I can't really stand the constant SJW/extreme feminist stuff I have to deal with all the time. Lucky for me, most of Asia, especially the Philippines, has a zero tolerance policy regarding such things. Therefore, I think I will just enjoy my life to the fullest and teach English in Asia. When thinking about it more I'm kind of not surprised that I have a fear of local women to a degree considering i see this on a daily basis (to give an Idea for those that don't know I live in California Near San Francisco).
Either way, kind of glad I came to this decision. Just makes my plan all that more clear. Also, who knows? Maybe I will be in Asia and get into acting over there even though it might be harder. If DMSI works as promised I think it might just work out fine.
"I have no use of disciples. Let everyone be their own true follower" - Nietzsche
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